Easter With Love

Happy Easter everyone!

I am 100 % sure, I'll miss the sun more than snow when I get back to the mainland.

Today is absolutely the most beautiful day so far. 

My mom and I dressed up and took photos again.

The good weather ,makes the good photos. :) Some photos are from my mom's Samsung. Those are beautiful photos.

We had dinner at 5 O'clock.  We had lamb, potato gratin and stir bambo and mushroom with minced pork.

Ice-cream for dessert and the last thing we can't forget to eat on Easter is..... Memma.

Memma or Memmi is a traditional Finnish dessert. It's a pudding but doesn't look like a pudding or taste like a pudding.

Finns love it but most of foreigners hate it. Even my Finnish boyfriend says no thank you for it.

I'm so happy to see my family. I'm already packed my belongs, tomorrow we will leave Åland Island.

I'm not ready yet but what can I do? Being with family is absolutely the most beautiful thing you can do.

Good night everyone! <3

Sweet Home Maarianhamina

 It's always good to be home. I already felt like I was home, when I stepped in to the ferry.

It's such a good thing to hear people speak Swedish!

 I got my early Christmas presents, I'm so happy that I don't need anything else.

My boyfriend got a PlayStation 4 for 2 weeks ago. 

I disagreed what people say that when your boyfriend 

is concentrated on playing games, they won't be interested in you.

 Right now, I think they're right about it. But who cares? I got Victoria's Secret underwear.

I bought four panties and got to choose a Victoria's Secret mist for a gift.

I saw Diana bought Strawberries & Champagne mist so I chose that. I'm not sure if I'll use it.

It's very hard for me to choose the right fragrance. I hate the smell of people, who put so much fragrance on their bodies, it felt like they just walked out from the garden.

It makes me dizzy sometimes. 

And the anchor piercing I accidentally bought from Helsinki. So beautiful!

I came to Mariehamn at 1.30 am. Before that at the bus stop while I waited for someone picking me up, it was 2 girls asking me if I need a drive home.  But I said : No, thank you! 

Thank you for your kindness! :)

I recognized her somewhere here, maybe from old school. 

I always mistakenly called my mom's cat Hanse. His name is actually Frasse.

Well, I have no ideas where it came to my mind.

I didn't get sleep directly. I just played with Frasse and read my old diary.

Wow, I totally forgot what I and Robin had been through last year. 

How can happiness never last long?

Nothing is better than your mom's cooking. Just agree with me! 

I'm craving  for mango salad for days and months. Still, haven't found mangoes.

But mom made winged beans salad instead and brown rice. It's always delicious! 

And of course Ice-Cream for dessert!

They said I need to eat more before I go back to the mainland. :P

Good Night Åland! <3

Fall Vocation

22.10.2015

Last week on Thursday I woke up in the darkness, I walked directly to kitchen for a glass of water.

I saw something stood on the table. I guessed I haven't woken up yet so I thought it was an alien. :D

 Then I looked closer it was a bunch of roses. :) I love when my boyfriend is a little romantic. 

Almost two years that we fight and love.

Things are great now, only people don't bring stupid things up again.

Around 2 p.m we started to drive to Helsinki. While we were on the road, my right eye twisted.

I thought positively thinking nothing bad will happen. All I want is to see my mom!

We arrived to Helsinki and left our car on his stepfather's yard then he drove us to harbor.

 We had a dinner in the ferry. It seemed like there was no sits for us in the restaurant.

But we got our table. Our table was closer to a partner, who ordered salmon menu.

I felt directly how bad it smelled and it was stupid idea to order greasy food like pasta. 

Lately that evening the ferry started to sway. What a bad day!

My body didn't feel okay. It was the first time for me that the ferry swayed like hell.

Robin drank a beer, I had ice-cream and tea after dinner and we played some games.

Then we moved our legs back to our cabin. The ferry swayed even more. I felt dead!

I know that I started to be paranoid more often than before.

 I tried to sleep but I woke up all the time. 

The weather scared me so much and Jack and Rose's story flew in to my mind.

I told myself, please don't leave us with the fishes in the middle of nowhere in the ocean.

I still want to see my mom! Thank god! The ferry arrived in Mariehamn but a half an hour late.

Well... better than be in the ocean.  

I got cash again.

Friday

Robert picked us up around 5 a.m. When we came in to my old bedroom, their cat wanted to come in.

They named him Hansen. 

It screamed in few minutes. I don't want cats in the bed, I don't care how cute they are.

They lose hair so much that's why.

Then Hansen didn't want me to hold him at all. It always wanted to play with mom.

My mom made Sukiyaki ( Japanese soup ) I ate in 2 days and robin got a try.

In the evening We went to meet his friend in Dino's. I sat there few minutes and ran off to meet Suksi.

R.I.P Rut. We always love you.

On Saturday we visited Tor. He's always talkative. He talked almost with Robin.

Everything I come to visited Tor. I always look at their old pictures. 

I have a copy of Rut's photo here. I still don't  understand why I do that but I always question myself,

do you think if love is real or it's just drama we play?

Now it's 1 p.m. Robin is coming to pick me up soon to Hospital.

Have a nice day. <3